im in love with someone i should not love anymore.
i hurt. i hurt. i want this gone.
i dont want to feel.
no more thoughts.
i wished.. i wished that this wouldnt happen.
i had it in my head.
it was all in my head.
but it happened.
this happened.
one love. one life.
disappeared.

crave the night. as the day goes by. hear the noise. fuck the noise. leave it alone. feel this life. feel this life i carry in my bag. hurts.. heavy. feel it.. are you feeling it? feels the curves.. the weight. lungs feenin. tired.. tired of zones. dazed with thoughts. feel this. circles around. that noise.. still. leave. no no. look up you see the stars.. feel the stars. the air you breathe.. just breathe. kiss me. breathe. feel the lips. crave the night.. crave this life.. the life you live for. beautiful fucking life. just beautiful. look at me. smoke flows.. flows in the field i lay. body flows over this ground.. the ground my feet stand in. stands free.. feels free. glass touch.. smooth touch. breathe me. step inside me. take this body.. take this bag. feels of piss. warm sticky piss. sucks down. eat it. feel the burns. hurt. look at me.. forever fucked. feel this life i let you touch. feels like forever.

everyone you are around.. everything you do.. shapes yur life.
but you are the one who decides how they do.